It started in my first few weeks at UCL.
In my first few weeks at University College London, I started getting bad fevers, awful tonsillitis, and sinus headaches that made me feel like I did not know myself anymore. I felt trapped, tired, and constantly fatigued, but I kept pushing.
I pushed because it was my first year of university and I was scared of missing out. I told myself I would be fine. If I woke up at two or three in the afternoon, that was university, right? Everyone was going out, sleeping badly, waking late, and doing it again.
But when I stopped drinking and everyone else found their rhythm again, I still did not feel okay. I thought maybe I was lazy, or dramatic, or just bad at coping. Everyone gets tired, right? But it was not normal tiredness. The tonsillitis kept coming back. I kept feeling sick, dizzy, nauseous, and foggy, and I still tried to act like I was fine.
"Everyone was tired, right? But it was not like that. I was tired every day."


